LordBaldaime
1) Some members of this community are less than 20 years old,
2) There's nothing wrong with "dreaming on things on the near impossible scale" - You just chose not the most fortunate one,
3) starting in Beginner's Forum is for
everyone - nothing personal, that's just the way it is,
4) really no need to close account. We don't bite.
Though perhaps it wouldn't be bad, if You start with something "more usual".
See, that's nothing personal but as a community we're trying to maintain certain quality of work, and right now You're unknown for us - perhaps - and that's something I wish to You to happen - You will become a shining star of Shipbucket, but right now we just can't know that, so we may look bit "distrustful" - yet it doesn't mean that we have something against You, or Your dreams.